I shut my eyes as it hurts me to keep them open.

One day I will bare my soul on the silver screen.

How do some people see the tunnel?

Why do some people ignore the tunnel?

Why do some people never get out of the tunnel?

– the tunnel is life’s secrets unlocked.

I WANT…

People to stop looking at me
My family and friends to live forever
An around the World ticket
Clear thoughts
To direct a film
To feel the sun on my face
To be an artist
A cure for my own peace
A steady income
To walk along a Beach while its snowing
To stop worrying

I have noticed the more I look at my work,
I can see how lonely and disconnected I make my World.

As another nightmare leaves me frail and shaken
I begin to wonder if my life is walking on by and is it worth to continue. It’s on those darkest of nights that the stars shine most brightly.

Standing on the edge of platforms.
As the city sweeps away,
my mind escapes into horizontal images.